out of the lineup

After the craziness that was Paula Abdul's life last week, now it's possible this is her last season on American Idol. Very possible.

It's not only because of the freaky fan who committed suicide outside of her home last week, but Paula realizes that every season might be her last, especially now that they have hired new-judge Kara DioGuardi.

So instead of worrying about it, she's actually planning on having a new competition/reality show to herself.. Most likely to be on FOX!

As of right now she's filming a show about competition cheerleading squads, that will air on MTV on New Year's.. But it's rumored to be going to FOX soon.

I can't think of Idol without any of the 3 judges. I still haven't come to terms with the fact that there is a fourth judge. As much as I will be happy for her if she does move on to do something great, [even though it will never be as great as Idol ;)] it won't be the same and I'm not happy about it.

I just don't want you to lose your.. Mmm, "special-ness," Idol! Hold on to what works!

love,
elizabethany