Thursday, August 6, 2009

this is called a cry for help

I'm just going to come right out and say it... I'm freakin' pissed at the people surrounding this George Sodini character who shot up the LA Fitness in Pittsburgh the other night.

He PUBLICIZED every possible "cry for help" that one could make. For months. He had a blog that was basically like a diary, documenting his plans to kill himself and how the women were so beautiful.

For example, this is the first line on his website: Why do this?? To young girls? Just read below. I kept a running log that includes my thoughts and actions, after I saw this project was going to drag on.

It's hella creepy, but true to form, I'm going to share it all with you. [Or.. A good bit of it, anyways.]

Here are some more excerpts from his blog which has been taken offline for obvious reasons:

December 22, 2008 : [Second entry]
Time is moving along. Planned to have this done already. I will just keep a running log here as time passes. Many of the young girls here look so beautiful as to not be human, very edible. After joining this gym, started lifting weights and like it. Much info about weight programs, diet etc on the web. Or anything for that matter. Instead of TV I can Google for hours to relax. TV and most movies are dull.

July 23, 2009:
Wow!! I just looked out my front window and saw a beautiful college-age girl leave Bob Fox's house, across the street. I guess he got a good lay today. College girls are hoez. I masturbate. Frequently. He is about 45 years old. She was a long haired, hot little hottie with a beautiful bod. I masturbate. Frequently. Some were simply meant to walk a lonely path in life. I don't usually look out, but just happened to notice. Holy fuck. I have masturbated since age 13. Thanks, mum and brother (by blood alone). And dad, old man, for TOTALLY ignoring me through the years. All of you DEEPLY helped me be this way.

August 3, 2009:
I took off today, Monday, and tomorrow to practice my routine and make sure it is well polished. I need to work out every detail, there is only one shot. Also I need to be completely immersed into something before I can be successful. I haven't had a drink since Friday at about 2:30. Total effort needed. Tomorrow is the big day.

Unfortunately I talked to my neighbor today, who is very positive and upbeat. I need to remain focused and absorbed COMPLETELY. Last time I tried this, in January, I chickened out. Lets see how this new approach works.

Maybe soon, I will see God and Jesus. At least that is what I was told. Eternal life does NOT depend on works. If it did, we will all be in hell. Christ paid for EVERY sin, so how can I or you be judged BY GOD for a sin when the penalty was ALREADY paid. People judge but that does not matter. I was reading the Bible and The Integrity of God beginning yesterday, because soon I will see them.

I will try not to add anymore entries because this computer clicking distracts me.

Also, any of the "Practice Papers" left on my coffee table I used or the notes in my gym bag can be published freely. I will not be embarased, because, well, I will be dead. Some people like to study that stuff. Maybe all this will shed insight on why some people just cannot make things happen in their life, which can potentially benefit others.

Sick... Absolutely sick. This video is just as creepy. He shows off his house to put on YouTube, and make sure you pay attention to the books on the coffee table.

Seriously... WHO WAS READING THIS AND DID NOTHING?! I want to know. All of his information was there. He blatantly shared what was going to happen.

He didn't share the specific location, but he said when it would be. He said who he was targeting. Why on Earth did no one stop this man?!

This is why things like this and like the V-Tech shooting happen. People notice, people know, but they do nothing.

UGH I'm mad. May these ladies RIP.


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